I have to say, that I have had a lot of troubles with my neck in the past. Many of these issues, I just assumed that everybody went through. Maybe it’s just how I was raised, but I never thought that anything that I was going through was unique or significant, and I’ve always just learned to work through my pain, physically, mentally, and emotionally. Recently, I started dating someone new. She’s fantastic. One thing she told me, was that a lot of what I was going through was peculiar and particular, and that I shouldn’t sell my own pain or feelings short. Of course, I resisted this perspective at first. But, after thinking it over, I realize that this sort of self-awareness and care to heal my wounds of all kinds and alleviate the constant pain that has been so present in my life is actually something that is worth addressing. So, I’ve started by beginning with the neck issues.
I visited a highly recommended Raleigh chiropractor, who told me that these issues are mostly come from a tension that I carry in my neck. The chiropractor told me that this is not rare, but not everybody carries this sort of tension with them. He was more than happy to help me by cracking my neck and giving me some techniques for caring less tension, but I’ve also learned that this tension is a result from my cognitive functions… That is a certain type of emotional reality that I live in, or a mental pattern, that creates this tension in my neck. So, my feelings and thoughts are what create my physical issues. This is super strange for me to have realized at this age, but I’ve never really had the opportunity to do so in the past. So, here I am, at my age comma coming to terms with the things that have caused me tension in so much of my past. It’s an intense Journey, but if you feel ready to start coming to terms with yourself, it is a journey that I absolutely recommend.